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Dear ‘you’, thanks for showing me your loyalty by staying by my side through ups and downs. You know much about me, about everything happens to me. I’ve got nothing to hide from you. You saw the sides of me that I have never shown to anybody else. And I swear I don’t have any intention to do that. You’ve been watching my sorrow, miserable life yet you still chose to be with me and ignored all the silly voices wandering around us. I’m happy knowing that you’re also one of my happiness, joyful and laughter in my life.
You’ve seen these awful years turned me up to something I never thought of. It’s taking ages for you to help me keep surviving till now to prevent me from taking any stupid actions. I know I made you feel disappointed of me for being too weak to get all over this bullshits. You said it to me that it’s tiring to persuade me on something that happened few years before. But you never give up on me, and you treated me patiently. Up till now, you still protect me from seeing, hearing those stuff. I feel sorry for you for keep staying with me. I wish I can get tired of all this and get up my courage then make you feel relieved, once again. How I wish I could do it again. You’re a person too, still having the sense emotionally and physically. But I’m acting like I’m only under your care and made you worried a fuck about me.
Honestly, we both are thinking at different way yeah you know what I meant. I’m no good in giving my opinion, I just tell you what I feel without trying to understand the whole picture. Thank God you know me well than I am, so I can put whole trust on you to help me. You saved me, of course by God’s will. I’m saying as thoughts of committing suicide keep lingering in my mind. It’s totally against religion but hell yeah, being a spoilt girl and maudlin made me thought of it. It hurts by thinking all the mess I’ve made, and I wonder when will this bloody attitude going to change.
I just want to express my gratitude and sorry for what you have been through so far when you decided to stick with me. I hope our bond never end, I really meant it.
Please don't leave me. I beg you.
