And the last one is for my favourite person.
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Thursday 31 December 2020
Dongsaeng
And the last one is for my favourite person.
Rodi
Here comes to the person that honestly I loved the most but I always call her “anj” or hanjengg. Sorry tho, our love is described thru cuss, curses, and never I love you. But that makes it better and wholesome.
She was my ex-roommate, for a year. Athletic but humble down to the earth. The one that encouraged me to jog with her in the beginning and always woke me up because their training starts 30-45 minutes earlier every weekend. She’s good with her capabilities and I salute her for that. During 2nd year, we were placed in different room but still in the same floor, and I liked it. Bonded with her friends and thanks for that, I gained new friends from another scouts.
Things that make her special for me, is that she understands me better than anyone. We shared the same situations and I always come to her whenever I feel down and wanted to cry. She’s good at listening to my concerns and she didn’t really console me or what, we just shared our problems and feelings and from there, our solutions are full of curses HAHAAHHAHAHAHAAH
And apparently she got a boyfriend (CONGRATS AGAIN), she kinda have no pleasure of wanting to have someone yet and suddenly, BOOM she got one. I’m not used seeing her being sweet and all, because sometimes she shows that she doesn’t want anything related to men except for games. And because of that, I had to restrain my curses around her, well you see... whenever I come to her room or what, they’ll always on the phone like omg hahahahaha but it’s for the better right. We’ll just cuss each other when it’s just of us. And yeah, I hope you’re happy with him. Anything about couple you can just ask me HAHAHAHAHAH ewww
We might doesn’t have many photos of us together. We enjoyed our moments by just eating together which I always called “date”. It’s either for breakfast, lunch or dinner. But we both eat a lot. And that’s a great thingggg. But I think she eat more than me. Or sometimes. Well idk already. It’s just, our memories full of us eating together. And from that alone, we can spent to 3-4 hours by just eating and talking and gossiping and cursing hehehe
Oh yeah, she’s a genius. I wonder how she made it great but I really jealous of her. She watched anime, and now kdramas but when it comes to quizzes/tests/ or exams, she always nailed it. I’m kinda scared of her. She doesn’t show off her marks and all but I can see that her results were great. I wish I could be like her, like play around much but still understand and can excel the important stuffs.
Yaa
My beloved sister
Niki
Someone that become closer to me by days, especially during this pandemic. Someone that filled me with randomness,
Known her from one of my bestie during my 2nd semester. I went to her room and found bts photo on her desk.
Soulmate
a fox in disguise.
she’s dangerous when you think you could tame her.
she’d kill you with her kindness until all you feel is sorrow.
whilst;
she’s my seoulmate.
V to my min.
winter bear to my calico cat.
sweet night to my promise.
angel to my devil.
but her devilish side drowned me away.
enough with fanfic mode.
well, let’s just call her nisa. met her in * class during second semester and then recognized her as fellow army. it’s easier to make friends when you have the mutual interest i guess. we hit off pretty easy and she helped me a lot in class. such a hardworking student i might add. lucky her, she had a group of friends that always helped her and study with her, unlike me which is much lazier than her 😂
been knowing her for 4 years now and all we had were just few times outing and few photos together. guess they were right again, best friend focus on spending time and forgot to take a photograph. my last memory with her when she hugged me for the last time, and i cried. knowing i won’t be able to meet her again breaks my heart. our outing was limited because both of us didn’t have licenses and we were too lazy to take the public transport. the one and only outing was when we went to watch bts movie (concert on theatre) and it felt nice (she was angry at some fans who were loud as fuck). we ate kfc that day and had one or two selcas ☹️ felt bad because we could have more fun if i know how to entertain her more. but looking at it now, it’s better than nothing i guess.
fox
she’s indeed a fox. her cold demeanor might scares those who didn’t know her well. she smiled a lot, but often missed out anyone around her. and when she smiles, she could be the sweetest but deep inside, she’s her own person. her perception and judgments always make me think twice. I’m not saying that it’s a bad trait, rather than that, i feel infatuated by her. she knows how to make a solid decision and not dwelling on it. she’s a tough one i might say. she keeps many things inside, and sometimes i wonder how she hold everything in. even though i want to see her speak her thoughts, it amuses me whenever she did that. it really feels like she hold the things tightly and letting it go when she couldn’t hold back. and it pains me because it’s always me that go back and forth to cry to her, and get things off my mind.
one of the reason we became closer of course bangtan 😋 since she’s always focus on study and didn’t have time to open the bird app, i took the honor to fill her in tho hahaha and she didn’t have instagram too, which her only source was twitter. i retweeted and liked too many so yeah i know she’ll miss out some important stuff. Oh ya, she knows how to hide her interest, and just enjoying by herself. you might see that she’s focus on her laptop screen not knowing she was watching her bois hahaha. and she read a lot au/fanfic at wattpad which was once upon a time my favorite medium to read. still have the apps although it’s rare for me to read there anymore. We imagined ourselves as author, and make a vmin au too, but the idea stopped there and no further action hehehe. it’s funny to see how wild this girl despite how everyone sees her. And I’m glad one of the people who could see this side of her.
Jeon
The most hardworking girl I’ve known there.
I mean those who close with me.
She has her own group of friends, consist of those who were in the same course as her. The amount of study talks she ever had with her friends are a lot. Well, I know some of em by coincidence but they really talk about study a lot. Even during meals, most of the time filled with “have you done this hw?” or “do you know that this could be done by doing this” goshhhhh, i feel like I really shouldn’t be there. It’s hard to keep up with their topics because we aren’t in the same course but stillllllll, I can sense that they understand stuff they learned and they applied it. At some point, I wish I have that kind of mind so that I don’t have to struggle more during exams.
Oh yeah, how do we know each other? It began during our second semester and both of us joined a 3-days-2-nights event, and at day one.. one of our phone was ringing and we looked for it because apparently both of us used the same ringtone. AND of course it’s bts song duh 😌 but yeah that was her phone. Jue was there and all three of us were totally dumbfounded. And laughed it off. It’s kinda funny but we didn’t talk about it straight away. We just went to our place and nothing more. So being ME, I came up to them and started a conversation with cliche starter which I’m not sure what, it’s either “So both of you are ARMY?” or “So you like BTS?” and yeah we hit it off. Just like that.
Bobo
Simpleton with full of thoughts.
She’s someone that can listen intently and give you some of her wise thoughts. But most of em, I still can’t decipher what’s in her mind. And knowing it sometimes calms me down. I can’t explain how it does but it happens. It’s easier to talk to her because she’s observant, which totally opposite from me. And she knows A LOT of things but she managed to keep it by herself. I’ve known some things from her observations tho. But being with her, I tend to know how she looks at things and how different her actions and her thoughts. She’s someone that I could count on to tell my secrets and not afraid of any possibility to tell anyone.
She’s simple and knows what she wants. She knows how to spend her money and she often treat me meals AND STUFFS too. She’s one of the person that always feed me during my degree life and I think I could die if she weren’t there. We kinda have same taste in drinks (I mean caffeine) and I can eat all the things she gave me. I’m also a helper to finish her foods, like imagine being a dustbin hahahahaha. I whined a lot, I always complained I’m full but I always eat whatever she gave. I’m dependable on that for her. But the fact she spent money on me is unbelievable. It’s either directly or indirectly. Till this day, I’m so grateful for that 🥺
And yeah, she’s a tough one. She’s always good at things that most girls don’t. About computer, hacking (exaggeration), military stuff; it’s always us asking her what’s that stuff, what’s this stuff. And to be honest, I don’t feel secure without her. It feels like she’s knowing everything makes stuff things easier for my friends and me (mostly) so I’m dependent on her too. Feels like a burden but I think she’s okay with that. But I can say sometimes she’s depending on me too. I can’t think of anything that she’d asked me to do except to sew one of her cloth. I hope I’ll never forget that one time when she asked me to help her, with her pleading eyes 😂 Well, at least I’ve got one skill better than her ayyyy
Her personality is just, a simple person with simple decision in her head. She knows how to tackle things happening around her and she always back up her friends. She doesn’t ask too much and knows when to stop. It’s funny because we cuss each other a lot and that’s how we convey our affection. Sounds bad but that’s how we both are. I’m being truthful here, that getting curse(cuss) from her is calming rather than getting advice. I think it’s because how I always think of her, it’s easier for me to come to my sense afterwards rather than need to think hard about the advices.
We have our own silly and dirty jokes because apparently she knows much than I expected. She’s introverted but little did you know, she can play around with my jokes, which always involve “adult stuff” HAHAHAHAHAHAHA not like adulting which talks about how to survive and on but yknowwwwwwe~ 🤣🤣🤣 at least she’s good with it and eventho she hates it, I’m entertained by her reactions. One of the reason she’s being like that because she doesn’t really opened up about her relationships. Well I couldn’t say it like that but when it comes to man, it’s true that single people can give advice better for those who are in relationships. I really wish she get married before me 🤘🏻
She’s also one of the few person that I know who would just “okay let’s go” whenever they asked her. But for sure she’d say no when she’s busy. She always asked me to join em again and again and yeah, I do feel bad rejecting most of the times tho. It’s not because I don’t enjoy my time with y’all but I didn’t have money bruhh 😂 the funny thing about she’s liking this that she knows she doesn’t have to drive around. We could say that her license is just for accessories, I heard that she drove only once, just ONCE for 4 years being there. But sadly not with us, that was during her outing with her group of friend. I don’t know if it’s a good or bad news for us tho hahahahahahaha
Ahhh, she knows MANY SONGS especially in my genre, dead romance (jiwang karats gittewww). It’s either me or her who would put up a speaker in our dorm and play any songs and sing together. She’s not someone that you thought who might into jiwang2 stuff but yeah, she can sing many songs and even she recommended me some songs that turned out to be my favorite ones now. One thing I’m amazed at her is she could listen to the songs and just sing the lyrics, I’m envious with anyone who could just listen and get their lyrics easily. She’s really better than me 😩
Psst for you only;
Hi bobo, I’m sorry if this isn’t what you’re expecting but I hope you know how much you mean to me. Thanks for all the memories and how you took care of me for years. I couldn’t repay you everything but with duas from me. I hope you know how great you’re, either it’s your personality or skills you have.
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